Diffident for sure. Counterfeited the confidence for a very, very long time, the assured demeanour, to muster up the courage, I carried like armour. But in the interim, while all breath lay dormant, deep in the crevices of my nocturnal routine, like a prowess, a pursuit of musing emerged out of the depth of my abdomen. Didn’t even know it existed, that it called for me repeatedly. It roared like wildcat.